In repentance and rest is your salvation,
in quietness and trust is your strength.
This text from Isaiah is about a time when the Israelites were being pursued by enemies but were refusing God’s help. The text tells us that God was full of compassion and ready to help, but they would have none of it.
This is not that different from how we sometimes live our lives. We face problems, even overwhelming challenges, yet we act like we are strong enough and smart enough to handle it on our own. We act as if we don’t need God. And we act as if God were not compassionate, as if God were not available, as if God were not willing to help us.
When we finally turn from our self-reliance, rest from our striving and practice prayers of quietness and trust, we find the help and strength we need.
The prayer of quiet is a prayer that makes room for God’s presence. When we are quiet, we have come to the end of talking, finished being in charge, finished insisting on our own way. We are ready to make room for God’s voice, for God’s guidance, for God’s way.
The prayer of quiet involves listening and waiting. This often does not feel like prayer. Because we tend to think of prayer as doing something, rather than as waiting quietly before God.
Sue Monk Kid describes an experience of prayer as quietly waiting like this:
Why couldn’t I pray? Why? I stood by the doors, watching the fog, everything in me hushed and unmoving. All at once I caught my reflection in the glass. I saw my posture silhouetted against the darkness. And it came to me in one of those grace-full moments….I was seeing myself at prayer. I was praying. My still heart, my silence, the very posture of waiting against the backdrop of darkness was my prayer (Sue Monk Kid, When the Heart Waits, HarperSanFrancisco, 1990. pp. 125-126.)
When we move away from all the noise and move into a place of quiet, a space is opened in our hearts. There is room in the quietness for God’s Spirit to move, to heal, to guide, and to speak. We discover that we are not alone. We discover that we can trust in the goodness and presence of God.
This is counter intuitive for many of us. We tend to trust that all our activity will help us and strengthen us. And we tend to believe that God expects us to be in constant motion. During life’s difficulties and crises being quiet is often the last thing we think to do. But God calls to us, “Turn to me, rest in my care, quiet yourself and trust me, this will be your salvation, this will be your strength.”
I have come to an end
of being in charge,
I have come to an end
of my own efforts.
I have no more words.
I come to you
to rest in quiet before you,
to entrust all the concerns of my heart
to your loving care.
I seek your voice,
your will, your way.
Give me the grace to
quiet myself before you.
Practice another session of Centering Prayer. Set a timer for twenty minutes. Sit comfortably and well supported. Take a few deep easy breaths. Continue breathing slowly and easily. Choose a word to center your thoughts (Lord, rest, peace, or love are a few examples.) Use this word as an expression of your intention to let go of distractions as they come, and to instead rest in God’s loving presence. Continue to reintroduce the word each time your mind wanders. Let yourself be still and quiet before God, resting in God’s unfailing love.